December 26, 2013
How I Became a Ghost
First line: "Maybe you have never read a book written by a ghost before."
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Content: This is not a happy story. This is a sad and painful story. And even though the language is suitable for ages 8 and up, the content is, well, hard. And sad. And painful. (It was difficult even for me to get through because of the subject matter.) It's in the middle grade (3-5th grade) section of the bookstore, but I'd be careful which child to give it to.
There was a time in my life, when I was junior or senior in high school, when I would have loved this story.
Isaac is a Choctaw boy, happy growing up in the swamps of the south. That is until the Nahullos -- the white people -- come along, and begin forcing his people out of their homes. And that's when Isaac begins seeing ghosts. He sees shades of how his family and friends will die (horrible, horrible deaths). He foretells his own death and becomes a ghost. (No surprise: it's in the first sentence!)
It's when they're on the Trail of Tears, however, that things get intense. The soldiers kidnap a girl, and it's up to Isaac -- as a ghost -- and his friend -- who can morph into a panther -- to rescue her. They do, and it's quite interesting how it happens.
I mentioned that I would have loved this story when I was younger. It's because I was fascinated by -- that seems the wrong word -- the Native Americans, and their genocide. I would have eaten this book up, and passed it along to everyone I could. Now, though? Now, I just felt impossibly sad. I know it's a tale that Needs to be told, a story that so many people need to be reminded of. But call it liberal guilt, call it having children: I couldn't stomach it. It wasn't violent, necessarily, but it was heart-wrenching. And even though Isaac turned out to be a hero, I never could find it in my heart to be proud of him (even though I wanted to).
It's a well-written story, and a book that needs to be out there. I'm just not sure that I'm the right reader for it.
(Just for the record: because this is a Cybils nominee, I've been asked to make sure y'all know this is my opinion only, and not that of the panel.)